100 days of Creative Play 11-20

So the act of completing the first 10 days inspired me for the next 10.  Trying not to think – to just go with your instincts and make instant decisions was a lot tougher than I expected. But it is exactly what children do when they play.  So for the last 10 days I took that process and transferred it to my sketchbook. Not thinking too much. Not worrying about what the finished piece will look like.

I went for small studies and a colour palette that I don’t usually choose – ice cream inspired. 

One definition that struck home was: ‘play is the act of letting go of the need to produce something finished’.  Instead it is about just allowing things to unfold in the moment. Responding to what is in front of you and really being in the present. 

So Why Do I Find it so Hard Just to Play?

It got me thinking about why I struggle with play.  At first I thought it was because of a fear that what I created would look ugly. But I think there is a lot more to it. 

As a grown up, free time is such a luxury. The idea of play can feel like a frivolous waste of time.  We’re expected to be either busy or doing something useful.  I feel that pressure when I have a day free to work in my studio and just don’t feel inspired. I beat myself up when I get to the end and haven’t managed to create something I’m happy with.  But everything I read is so positive about the act of play.  It is how artists discover their creative voices. It’s how they acquire new skills, explore and develop. It’s also, and I’m envious of this one, how they achieve a state of fearlessness. This fearlessness allows them to push themselves.  Above all else, according to all the books I’ve read, Play is a State of Mind.

I decided to write down all of my limiting beliefs about play along with a list of positive affirmations. Perhaps this will help me stick to my challenge.

Limiting Beliefs

  1. I simply don’t have time . The time I get to paint or draw is so precious I can’t waste it playing
  2. Play is distracting. I like shiny new things and the act of playing lets me indulge this so I start lots of things without finishing anything. Parents or teachers say “You’ll never be good at anything if you don’t stick to it.” But surely they were wrong?  Through play I learn new things, it sparks ideas and teaches me new techniques.
  3. It is self-indulgent. There are a load of more useful things I could be doing with my time.  Maybe this is partly true. There are a load of things I probably should get round to doing – but why are housework tasks more important?  No one is coming to see us at the moment and play lets me experiment and have fun.

Positives of Play

Play helps me to….

  1. Discover new things. The texture created when washing away a luscious thick layer of paint with a water spray, revealing pops of colour from the layers beneath
  2. Decide what I like and don’t like. It’s a mini adventure that helps me to understand my own tastes.
  3. Connect. You become absorbed in what you’re doing, losing track of time.
  4. Acquire new skills. When you try something for the first time there is no pressure. So you play with materials or techniques to see what happens.
  5. Develop a habit of creative practice. Its fun so you want to do it each day
  6. Unwind. It is calming, almost meditative.
  7. Quieten down my inner critic. Let’s face it we all have one, some even sound like people we know!  Every book I have read reaffirms that nothing stops you moving forward creatively more than the fear of making mistakes.
  8. Build my confidence – through experimenting and playing I gain a greater understanding of paint, brushes and other tools. 

Published by Rag Tag Magpie

Let me introduce myself, my name is Nic and I love to spend my free time drawing, painting, sewing, knitting, in fact trying anything that lets me experiment and explore my creativity. My love of all things arty started when I was a child, my dad was a printer so there was always lots of paper in the house and things took off from there. I stopped drawing when I went to university and didn’t feel I had time when my career took over but rediscovered my love of all things creative about 5 years ago and I haven’t looked back. Since then I’ve taken life drawing classes and started painting again and then a couple of years ago I took an evening class in pottery. This re-sparked my passion for trying new things. My husband and I set Rag Tag Magpie up to share ideas and inspiration with like minded souls. Our mission is to get people to do something that makes them happy. THIS BLOG IS FOR PEOPLE WHO WANT SOME INSPIRATION AND TO BE PART OF A COMMUNITY OF CREATIVES – AFTER ALL A CREATIVE MESS IS BETTER THAN IDLE TIDINESS!

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